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Regret Rerunsbloated sidewalk worm after his raintime vacation stomachaches his way underfoot. that's blindness, you know? tv dad tells tv daughter you've gotta learn to love what's good for you. but when she feels bad? work's the last thing she wanna do. she says: whale sized pieces of metal are surfing the sky so, why the fuck can't we fly? he says: life is a hell of a climb to a slide that's too steep and too short and too fast of a ride. worth the work? she asks, heart all wings and propellers and feathers change the channel before he answers! i don't want to hear himRegret Reruns
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Three-Lane Freewayi feel like i'm on a three-lane freeway surrounded by semi-trucks and kids in driver's ed blinker broken on a road with no shoulder one wrong move and i'm one wrong move and i'm you get the point, the stakes are high. these ain't little things i'm considering. let me begin from the outside in: 1. fear is my skin; it keeps the whole damn world out and keeps me in. it's permeable in the wrong direction opens the door to weak and gives my soul electric fences. 2. i'm a composite of everything i want but am not. if i see a thing i think i'd be if i'd just done things riThree-Lane Freeway
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6.25Here's My Problem:6.25
my resilience is made of spinach. i'm full of iron when i'm raw, but i go limp and small when the heat is on.
i've been a kernel too; resolute ly sure of my shape, but my outline breaks when the heat is on.
i tried to be a hot air balloon use heat to move high, but as i got higher heat did too had to stop. my bubble popped.
So Here's My Plan:
i'm gonna be a quarter this time. let heat melt my face right off one side and soften and bend soften and bend like a paperclip in a restless high schooler's han
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Either that or it's gas build up from sulfer networks under the shifting plates...hell if I know.
*grabs my head* This world confuses the voices in my head!!
And....randomness brought to you by my fingers.
So, whats up?
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i've been... okay. A LOT of personal growth going on right now, as you may or may not be able to tell by the rash of bordering-on-self-righteous self-improvement-themed poems i've been spitting out lately.
on the romantic front, me and my girl broke up, which has been fucking hard. really. disgustingly. fucking. hard. but that was a month a go, and the achy-breakyness of it all is easing up. i'm also going back to school in january, and i'm hoping that will distract me thoroughly.
on the medical front, my grandma got cancer, but is WHOOPING ITS ASS, so i'm not too worried about that. i appear to have a previously undiagnosed untreatable disorder, and am gonna have to be wheelchair bound for a while, but i'm determined to whoop that thing's ass somehow too.
also, i've been thinking lots of things, meeting lots of people, reading lots of books.
what about you, boy?
Philosophically I'm challenging several assumptions, ideals and manifests of my teenage youth in relation to how my life is going now--more adult orientated thought processes in an attempt to 'man up' and stop making excuses. See, one of my biggest issues is that I long to be honest with people to their face, but in a constructive sort of way but can hardly find a peaceful medium to do so on.
Been trying to contain my thoughts also on writing and what I'd like to do--screnplays, novella's and poetry seem my best bet...But there again, no real idea where to start in those broad fields and it's irking my chain something fierce!
In a way, it's similar to the challenge you set on yourself...especially lately--I've managed to tick a friend off something hard because she blew up at me over some facebook note that wasn't about her...and when I demanded an apology, she called me a liar. XD It's ridiculous but I resorted to anger and low blows on her behalf in which I think a lot of was tasteless.
I think dear ol' Stephen King's descriptions of his characters have been fucking with my head. LOL. When hasn't that happened?
Sorry to hear about the girl...At least the hardest part of it is moving on, right?
What books have your attention these days?
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